Good days bad days.

Lately i have been experiencing the ups and downs and all arounds of EPB (emotional pregnant brain). I get easily frustrated by toooooo many toddler questions (which usually are only cute and enlightening), (Flip) i love feeling the kickkickkick of our baby dancing in my belly, (Flop) i get really task driven and then wonder why Juli-bean is hounding me for play time, (flip) I get a feeling of enthusiasm to work-organize-clean, etc, (flop) i have lower back pain, (flip) LIfe is soooo exciting with an almost three year old that LOVES everything and is thrilled with each new experience, (flop) i am allergic to Julia's tired-induced meltdowns over being "too cold" or "too warm" or "it's too tight" or ...well you get the picture, (flip) i love experiencing life and all that God has for me.....and all that He teaches me through these ups, downs, and all arounds. (just don't ask me if i love them in the midst of the downs! )

Anyway. i am off to read....my pizza dough is rising, my tree is freshening the smell of my home, christmas music is playing softly, warm tea is filling me, mmmmmmmmmm........

love from sue